okay..i haven been blogging...
basically i'm in sch now.. using my friends laptop:)
i wan to buy my own laptop soon!!
library is supposed to be quiet but somehow it seems to be rather noisy..
lol.
he's angry again:(
hais...
nvm..
so tired.. today i woke up at 7 am.. thinking tat lesson starts at 9..
but ended up finding out that it starts at 10.10 la!!
okay nvm.. i guess it'e one of the only way i wont be late...
i shall go home and blog tonight.. :)

i miss you dear :(



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1:22 PM



omg i'm so lazy la..
but cuz very tired not enough slp so kinda lazy to blog..
okay first day of school today :)
the day was great cuz of my friends.
and most importantly baby..
woke up early in the morning at 6..
prepare and got ready to meet baby for breakfast.. but sadly he was late so wasnt in time to eat..
but was happy to be able to meet him.
i noe is not easy for him to wake up so early... but yet happy to see him make tat effort :)
was upset tat he's late but happy at least he tried..
okay we were all kinda late for first lesson cuz have to go buy notes.

during break we all went to eat
and i ate this hot and sour noodles.. quite nice but rather hot actually is very hot..
end up didnt even eat half or even quarter but still lose my voice can..!
and i guess cuz of the vinegar my stomach hurts:( :'( the whole day till i'm home still...
(i'll upload the photo of it on the nxt post)

then after break.. had lecture.. so boring can tat mr fireman.. omg almost fell aslp..
okay la. i was practically aslp :p
then msged baby in sch today.
last lesson was alright.. was let off early. but got work to do already:(
tml ben's and jerry got give free ice-cream :) happy happy.
clarissa loves their ice-cream..
okay meeting baby tml for breakfast :)


MY Dearest Darling Wilfrid Wee He Jun thanks for the late birthday celebration and birthday present.. :)
i love it to bits!!
i love you too.. hehe.
elaborate on it another day then.

muacks.. love you dear



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9:11 PM



hmm.. shall blog alittle bout ytd.. there's happy moments.. there's sad ones too..
didnt get to meet up with my poly mates and van they all ytd..
but went out with baby met up with jia hui and ate at suki sushi :)
then headed to orchard.. met germaine at merdian..
played pool at monstercue( issit spelled like this?)
haha.
then ended ard 9 plus.
walked to ps there wanted to rest at cafe cartel but so many ppl waiting too so never..
end up settled down at tcc..
had alittle arguement with baby. but i guess it's alright after awhile.. i'm alittle wrong too.nvm...
after tat daddy finished his lesson and came to join us.. :)
then daddy and baby send me and mummy home sharing a cab as usual.. droppin mummy then me..
reached home ard 11 plus..

nothin muh today yet.. had been home.. waiting for baby to come ovr to my place and acc me..he's late again.. after so long never shop.. guess baby was dying to shop.. okay he's happily shoppin for his things now.
he ay he's getting sth for me too.. donno wad issit.. wondering..
donno wad is he up to this time.. mmm hmm :)


clarissa misses you. :(



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4:00 PM



just feel like blogging all of a sudden..
i cant help it but miss you think of you..
the past 9 months plus haven been a really smooth journey..
but we had gone through so much together...
there's good times and bad times.
but as long as you're here with me i'll be alright...
even though i'm upset i'm hurt.. but it jus cant stop me from loving you..
sorry.. i noe i'm not perfect..
i noe i'm not the best..
but i'm trying my best... trying my best to be worthly of you..
trying to jus forgive and forget those things..
i need you by my side..
i need you to tell me things..
i need you to explain to me things.
i need yr love
i need yr concern
i need yr trust..
i wan you!
i wan yr love yr heart
i wan yr trust..
i wan our best to be in this relationship..

am i demanding?
i wonder..
am i unreasonable?
am i not understanding?
am i.. am i........
i donno..
i jus cant figure out what you're thinking now..
i cant help it but feel insecure..
i donno are you still loving me more each day.. but i am.
i cant help it but jus keep falling in love with you..
you're my precious.. as i said my one and only baobei..

babygirl loves babyboy alot alot.. :'(
just wish that you will smile and talk to me again.



There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at them stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And now when, when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together


it's always better when we're together.... always.



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1:53 AM






sealed with a kiss
10:38 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIXING!!

okay..today is a tiring day.. but fun :)
met up with my poly mates.. ate lunch together with them. oh ya i was late again. :(
found out sth interesting..
when paragon to buy aixing's crumpler bag end up don have so have to make our way to wheelocks..
after tat went to bowl and play pool. :)
and made my way to van's hse.. spent my time there...
till time to go to esplanade to eat..
food was rather good :) :)

then van came over to my place stayed till 12.
cam-whored today..haha


that's all for today..nites.

baby is angry again:( hais
somehow i wish you can jus stop these..
you and yr ***** has upset me enough..
why still like this.
i hardly can go out with my friends.
clarissa is sad :'(
i wan darling.




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12:27 AM



omg. my blog is like dead la..!
okay. i'm like so lazy to blog..

so many things happened... i'll cut short and say bout it briefly..
okay so orientation ended on the 5th :( so tiring yet so fun.. i'll miss those times
and i had my bday party on the 5th with my friends..
i enjoyed it..! its so memorable..
i celebrated my birthday 3 times this yr..
first with my grandma's bday.. then on the 5th with my friends.
and on the 6th my actual birthday with my bf and his sis+her bf

thanks for those ppl who came on the 5th you guys really make me happy :)
and lightened my mood after wad happened in the afternoon tat day..
baby thanks for accompanying me on my birthday and wynne thanks for the cake..!
and thanks for those presents, msges and testis. :)
you all made clarissa happy.hehe..

6th april:
happy birthday clarissa!
omg i feel so lame can wishing myself happy birthday..


nothin much happened on the 7th and 8th..been home..!
watching movies at home haha...
and cheryl aixing shimin isaac thomas jasmine had been conferencing call every night la.. i had been saying tat i'll join you guys but so far still never :( nvm nxt time k
so isaac left for hong kong on the 9th morning.. i also wan to go hong kong!
okay but he's back today already.. so fast can..i wan longer though if i can go..
i miss my poly mates... those times.fun and laughters.. cam whoring etc..!!!
somehow i cant wait for sch to start and i'll study hard.. but i'm abit lazy for it to start too...

okay met up with my dear ytd.. was quite nice though we didnt do much jus chat and watch dvd and eat pizza.!
omg you noe we left half of the pizza in the box on the table when we were full.. thinking tat we will heat up and finish it later..
when you came back and wanna reheat it..
you noe to my horror when he opened the box a lizard jump out.. i was holding the box can..! i was freak out!i'm super scare of insects.. even ants!
after that where ever i go whatever i open also damn scare.. :( :'( stupid lizard!
cab home again.

meeting up with my poly friends tml and meeting up with vanessa they all for dinner :)
happy happy happy
clarissa is happy today!


oh ya.. you noe my personal mentor suddenly msg me online..
and yupp i was told there'll be another student joining our class..
the 22nd person.hope the person will be nice..
and can fit ito our class....

oh ya.. clarissa loves DBI0702!!!


baby i miss you.
sorry cant tell you my bday wish and i wont tell you..
love you lots.



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10:37 AM



okay. i'm in school now..!! blogging?
we are all exchanging our blog links.. so fun. so interesting..
haha..
cld you believe it?
blogging in sch.. using sch comp?!
so cool can.. pleaseeeeeeee.

haha.JIAO JIE
everyone in my class is talkin bout jiao jie this girl who didnt join us for the orientation.. some china? taiwanese girl? or issit indo?
anw. she's jus the favourite topic of the day or orientation..

okay goin home and blog. (:


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11:43 AM



okay i haven been blogging..
had been rather busy...
so yupp..

saturday
went to my grandparents place then went out with my aunt..went suntec convention centre for the body shop fair then walked ard.. went espirt to change my shirt :) it was so troublesome... ard 6 plus me and my aunt headed back to my grandparents place as everyone was calling asking us to quickly go there.. so my cousins uncle aunties were all there.. celebrated my grandma's and mine birthday! hehe.. and ended the day ard 9 plus.. by leaving there. each of us heading home..


sunday
i woke up.. as it was my maid's off day.. my mum didnt cook and brought my bro out for a movie. along with my dad for lunch..
so my dad came home first(he didnt watch movie)..buying me and my sis lunch..i ate alittle.. and started happily preparing myself to go out and meet him... yupp. he injured his leg cldnt walk.. so... i went over to find him.. he was rather unhappy at first cuz he thought tat it was quite late already... but it's our 9th month anniversary! very happy.. really missed him haven met him for a long time... so i cabbed down.. met at his grandma's place instead of his place..
we slacked at there.. watched dvd and ate alittle nasi lemak after his grandma kept askin us to.. and ordered kfc delivery :) so full! okay we jus spent time together chat and enjoy each others company and presence.. yupp.. even though the time spent together is not very long and didnt do much things.. but i enjoyed it.. this little time made me happy and i feel loved...thanks baby.
i left ard 10 plus and cabbed home again..

monday
first day of orientation.. was rather nervous and scared.. cuz i'm all alone..!none of my friends are in the same course as me.. i went to nyp earlier to meet up with my cousin.. after tat i was left alone for sometime cuz he need to settle some orientaion stuff.. he's a OGL..
so... yupp.. the orientation started.. i managed to make new friends. :) :)
kinda lazy to blog bout it.. so i'll get it from cheryl's blog.

" Got my class. DBI0702. 20 odd people. Met our OLG, those 2 sickening woman! oh no just one maybe. She really got into my nerves please! We were made in a circle and play some spastic games. Then i needed the ladies so Clarissa and i excused ourselves to the toilet which was just infront of us. And when we came out, that STOOPID woman told us off, she sounded pissed.

Stoopid woman: You all went to the toilet isit? Next time if you want to go toilet let us know. we are responsible for your safety BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Like hello? This is a campus? Not a primary school, must ask permission ar? And at the time everyone was just slacking around so what's her freakin problem? She could told me in a nicer and gentler tone. Urgh. Yes she knows i gave her face, she hates me for sure, and i dun like her either.=) ARGH! Spoil my day only! Oh and did i mention her english is damn terok? Had so much difficulty trying to understand them.

Thank goodness, i found some english-speaking friends. "


so afterall the first day was quite alright.. went home hoping tat the next day would be better.. like more bonding from the class etc.. i guess most of the ppl would have known me already.."this is a game of concentration.. concentration.. whoever whoever clarissa clarissa.. clarissa clarissa whoever whoever.. whoever whoever to whoever whoever.. whoever whoever clarissa clarissa..." always me la!!but quite fun..yupp. rather tiring...

today
(from cheryl)

" Okay SECOND DAY OF ORIENTATION.

Know wad. BI0702 is a class of monkeys. Im serious. They are crazy people.
Today was so much better than yesterday. Everybody's starting to blend in as one. Did cheers and hey we're kinda united la. How great. Yea we're gonna go through thick and thin, sweat and blood together for the next 3 years. Lovely class.

I miss that cute indonesian guy who got transferred to 0706. ALA. (cheryl thinks tat he's damn good looking.haha.. he's average.. and i don miss him)

OH AND CLASSMATE WEI KIAN IS SUPER HILARIOUS PLEASE. I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING AT HIM!!!!

He looks damn ah-beng, tall thin golden brown hair. But he actually has a really special sense of humour. Imagine an ahbeng looking guy who cracks jokes in english and not mandarin. HE IS SOOO FUNNY i laughed so extremely hard!

Joke number 1: We were like in the comp lab, met our mentor and had to play some spastic game where we had to list 3 characteristics about ourselves. So he's was 'love to play basketball' 'love to sleep' 'love to sleep'
His elaboration was, 'like to play basketball la, play already tired then sleep lor. Sleep wake up hungry then eat lor..'

WHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHHAA.

Joke number 2: So our mentor asked the next question, 'what do you wish to achieve at the end of the 3 years?' His answer was " I want to make friends."
The next question the mentor asked, " What do you dislike about the being in the course?" (something like that)
His answer was. "I dun want to make enemies."

WHAHHAHHAHAHAHA.

Joke number 3. We were discussing about what time to report stuff like that with the OGL. They said we have to come at 9 tmr, but most of us didnt want to cos it's like bloody early. Then somebody was saying something about for some UNEXPECTED reasons we come late blah blah blah,... Then amidst the voices i heard him say "yalor fall into the track."

WHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA he meant the MRT track.

OHMYGOODNESS HE IS SOOOOO FUNNY!

Then the last joke was "No money no honey" "

okay.. so today wasnt tat bad.. jus very tiring.. cuz we had to wake up so early! tml also have to wake up at 6 again to prepare. haha i woke up late today...but lucky on time.. okay sorry jus alittle late..hehe... gosh la.. start early end late.. :( okay i'll end here.. :) feeling damn shagged.


baby i miss you.. :(
hais you're angry now..
but somehow i wish you cld understand..
been really busy not don wanna talk to you or spend time with you
if i had a choice..
i wld gladly loved to spend more time talkin to you..
how i wish you cld be there for me
supporting me..
ilove you dear.
how bout you?




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10:46 PM